Is this worth it?

I have always been and social person who liked having friends close by to talk and hangout with. I have always loved my alone time but in moderation's. Being here has been the looniest, saddest, and most boring time of my life. I don't do anything out here except work and head into town maybe once a week to do the shopping. There is no one left in this town to talk to and hangout with other then the people I live with. Is it worth it? worth my happiness and sanity just so I can go to Europe? I have five more months to go before I leave here and it seems so far away. Can I make it before I become depressed and give up? I want this trip so bad but at what expense?